Void.

What a moody day. I dont know why either. Everything feels so filled with nothingness. (Notice the irony.) Hence, the title Void. Ha, I cant blog anymore. I feel that I have suddenly ran out of vocab to write well. Or rather I just cant seem to find the right words. This weekend is supposed to be fun because my parents are away. But no, it just seems worse.

Just now at work, I suddenly missed Daph. Randomness, I know. I was thinking, she was the one who was bitter and pissed because she thought Ive moved on so quickly and all. In the end, she is the one happy. And only my words seem to stand true-- that I can never find anyone to replace her. Even though I didnt want to be with her anymore, I know that I will never find someone anywhere close to being similar to her, and yes she is irreplaceable. Besides mervyn, I havent met anyone good after her. Daph hopes I 'regret it all (my) life'. Yes, maybe I might regret. But if it wasnt then, it would be now, or the future. Like the saying goes, good things doesnt last forever and too much of anything good is also bad. So either way, I guess it wouldnt work out. Or maybe Im just consoling myself?

I feel stupid to have believed in people's words. Words are cheap. Yes, but words are really something that can make or break. It can bring about a great difference. So which should you believe in? Take it along with the situation I guess.

Pardon the emo-ness. Its the night, or maybe its the lack of companion, or maybe its just today..

What a confusing and confused entry.

Once again, the sun is rising, and sleep brings comfort in all situations. So, goodnight.